well it seems I don't come here very often and for some reason the past month have been tinkering around online and I had been drawn back here because of some of the wonderful caring people that took time out of their days to leave me some notes. I have been "stuck" in a place I would rather not be for such a long time I find it extremely difficult to really meander about and meat anyone, I have been a little busy elsewhere but human contact on an emotional level has been extremely limited except to a few friends in real Life. I would imagine we all know thats not the same as writing or the sort of baring we tend to do in our online lives. I do not know how long this will last or how much I will get into online things again but I just wanted everyone that has been part of my artisic support system is thought of and not forgotten. Some beautiful people in the art communities, and maybe that is why I gravitated back here from a venture into Myspace. I sorta need the artistic expression and confirmation that I have an artistic soul still I guess. One goes so many other places and its as if art and creativity do not even matter, its as if dreams and poetry or prose, but more the prideful and vain, the money the success the measure of who we are guaged not in creative or emotional terms but in numerical and comparative terms that sum us into black or white. No color no shades of grey, ayeee I dunno, probably babbling about nothing here. anyways I just had to put something up that is a wee bit newer than my 2005 post, and send everyone my warmest thoughts and thank yous. I hope I will be here more than I have in the past,
God bless you all,
Sincerely,
Joe